well, after several attempts to clear out my clogged mind, i’ve decided that this site is the best place for me to ramble.
here’s the story.
my husband has been texting this one woman for few weeks. he said, she’s no more than a friend. i said ok and trusted their ‘friendship’.
until last few days, i found a text message indicating that the woman has tried to call him in an odd hour of 4am? what kind of friendship is that???
so i gave my husband a very stern warning and texted the woman at the same time, in a good manner, politely asking her to back off. after that i blocked her number from my husband’s phone.
but then, my cheerful morning today was ruined by her string of messages. she accused me of disrespecting her ‘janda’ status. when i didn’t reply, she came back to defend her action. boasting that she never received a single sen from my husband.
how she got my number? only heaven knows. i don’t want to curse another woman. that’s my golden rule. since i got married and got kids, i’ve always thought that women should empower each other.
in my text message to her, i even clearly implied that, it’s not her fault but my husband’s. and i hope that as a woman herself, she could understand my feeling.
now i feel guilty. now i feel that it’s my fault that i shouldn’t text her at the first place. her messages? they were still there unanswered. i don’t see point. if there’s really nothing between them, why even she bothered texting me?
and my husband…. he knows how well i could carry on living, without him. for now, he’ll still stick around. well, that’s for sure. and he’ll just have to endure living with a miserably angry wife.